I was diagnosed at the age of 50 as having ADHD since I was a child. No wonder I had a life of never being able to be successful!  I was all over the place with no direction. I flew by the seat of my pants. I never was able to follow through on anything. When I found out that this brain disease was the root of all my ups and downs I was able to forgive myself. On the bright side it gave me a talent to see life in a special way. 

I’m treated for this but it is not a magic bullet. I definitely have to stay on top of it. My life has to be monitored because I can go into vagueness easily. I can get sucked into the vortex of the internet like a fly. This and using people to distract me are really hard to work on. I’m struggling now. 

Today I have to be aware of what I do. Take the action to not waste time. I’m a time drunk. So I am going to end this post and get moving. 

THE MISSION IS TO BE THE ARTIST I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE NOT A SLUG!