Sometimes I think I’m alone in my artist block. The ability to see that others have been in this position and they have gone through the pain of not creating for a long time helps me identify and not feel alone. Even hearing that a person has survived being hospitalized for a mental breakdown is inspiring and hopeful for me . I’m always in fear of having a mental breakdown. I’m afraid people will leave me for being crazy. I’m afraid of never being creative again.
I started to research artists who have had breakdowns and blocks. Here’s one that surprised me. Georgia O’Keefe.
In 1932, after falling far behind on a Radio City Music Hall mural, O’Keefe suffered an intense nervous breakdown. It was only after a period of hospitalization and NOT PAINTING FOR TWO YEARS that she was able to rekindle her life’s love of creating art.
I was blown away by this story. I’m in great company with my mental breakdowns and blocks. It happens. So what.
I’M NOT ALONE!!!!! HERE’S TO YOU GEORGIA!!
Everyone experiences this hidden loneliness even robots.
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As an artist in today’s art world I make sure I get out and learn what other artists are doing to be successful with their art. I posted the lecture I attended at the National Arts Club on how artists are using Instagram to promote their work.
I took a seat in the front row as I always do and that put me within a foot of the handsome face of Sam Horine, one of the guest speakers Sam radiated a sense of true authenticity and confidence without ego I’m good at picking up “artistic ego driven” vibes A couple of them sat next to me. You know the kind. They think they’re the most talented artists around. They are usually seniors belonging to prestigious art clubs and have been going to art school forever. They desperately want to be famous and sell their art. Behind me sat a prominent (that’s how he was introduced) sculptor who has been known in the art world. I tried to engage in a conversation but was dismissed. They always look down their noses when they dismiss you right!
STOP…back to the real topic of this post…Sam. Why I want to put him on my blog is that he is an example of an artist who creates because it is his soul. And he is an artist who is open to all people. He is adjunct professor at NYU teaching photography. He is a successful freelance photographer working with major companies. Best of all he is SAM and his work is expressive of the integrity I felt being across the table from him.
The artist savage next to me questioned him with “are you selling on Instagram ?” He graciously replied that he doesn’t use Instagram as a tool to sell. He said it was more important to use it to show his work to a large audience. That being said the senior artist savage grumbled and I know she won’t be using Instagram.
Here’s to Sam Horine. An artist in the true sense of the word.
His website: http://www.samhorine.com knock out photography